[She looks up at him and holds his face in both hands.]
It's too easy for us to be in each other's orbit like this, yeah? Having you this close and not throw myself into loving you completely is just...
[Bites her bottom lip, closes her eyes, and gives up, pulling him down for a long kiss.]
I don't want to block out the view of everyone else like a sun, Doctor. I don't want want you to hold back with anyone else just because you think I'll always be here for you. I wasn't for Jack. [Eyes harden, because that was his fault, no matter how she looks at it, but she doesn't say anything this time.]
But... [She brushed back his sideburns gently.] If I don't hold back... I win without trying to. And that scares me. I want you so much, I don't know how to share. [Tight grin and a frown.] But I don't ever want to be that selfish either, yeah?
I love Jack and Martha too. Believe it or not. [But he was the best.]
[Without even trying. It was a problem. One she didn't know the solution to.]
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[Why does he have to DO anything?]
[Live. Love. Be you.]
[She looks up at him and holds his face in both hands.]
It's too easy for us to be in each other's orbit like this, yeah? Having you this close and not throw myself into loving you completely is just...
[Bites her bottom lip, closes her eyes, and gives up, pulling him down for a long kiss.]
I don't want to block out the view of everyone else like a sun, Doctor. I don't want want you to hold back with anyone else just because you think I'll always be here for you. I wasn't for Jack. [Eyes harden, because that was his fault, no matter how she looks at it, but she doesn't say anything this time.]
But... [She brushed back his sideburns gently.] If I don't hold back... I win without trying to. And that scares me. I want you so much, I don't know how to share. [Tight grin and a frown.] But I don't ever want to be that selfish either, yeah?
I love Jack and Martha too. Believe it or not. [But he was the best.]
[Without even trying. It was a problem. One she didn't know the solution to.]