That was impossible. He was not that same naive kid he was when he was younger. He was much different now, eyes opened to all the possibilities in the world. He clearly wasn't going to revert or change because of anything. That was how he was. He didn't need to justify it. He'll just be himself. That was it. He walked over corpses to get where he was right now, so even with Kurenai that would not change.
Tsukino was his adopted mother. She held him when he had no other place to go. She did not fear him and he hated being violent in front of her-- just as much as he hated being violent in front of Kurenai, but Kurenai saw the extent of his carnage. That was the true fact. Even if she was a soul, she could see everything. Kurei knew that. At least, he got experience the world with her, even if she changed a bit.
He did not want her to be someone who would follow blindly. She had her will and her rights. She could say what she pleased and he would not condemn her. She could hit him without having to worry about getting retaliated. If it wasn't for his emotions, she would have been able to live. That was a known fact. He was the bomb that set off Mori. That fucking thing was going to die He knew it was. He knew that she loved him and she wouldn't leave him or betray.
Much like his own team. Raiha, Neon, Jisho, Joker, and Kurenai. They have always stood with him. Kaoru was a different story, but Kurei was the one that pushed him away, but Kaoru had always been a part of his life, regardless of how he behaved and how cold he had been. It was a lie to say he didn't care when Kaoru left. Killing him was not an option-- even Joker knew that and Joker did things his ways always. His body shook at the remembrance of Joker.
"As you are mine, Kurenai. We'll keep walking this broken path together."
He replied his tone somewhat calm. It was comfortable to be embraced. He held her carefully, brushing the tears that rolled down her face. He always caused her pain, and even behind that mask, the gentleness of his eyes was certain.
haahahaha oh god Kurenai stop D|
Tsukino was his adopted mother. She held him when he had no other place to go. She did not fear him and he hated being violent in front of her-- just as much as he hated being violent in front of Kurenai, but Kurenai saw the extent of his carnage. That was the true fact. Even if she was a soul, she could see everything. Kurei knew that. At least, he got experience the world with her, even if she changed a bit.
He did not want her to be someone who would follow blindly. She had her will and her rights. She could say what she pleased and he would not condemn her. She could hit him without having to worry about getting retaliated. If it wasn't for his emotions, she would have been able to live. That was a known fact. He was the bomb that set off Mori. That fucking thing was going to die He knew it was. He knew that she loved him and she wouldn't leave him or betray.
Much like his own team. Raiha, Neon, Jisho, Joker, and Kurenai. They have always stood with him. Kaoru was a different story, but Kurei was the one that pushed him away, but Kaoru had always been a part of his life, regardless of how he behaved and how cold he had been. It was a lie to say he didn't care when Kaoru left. Killing him was not an option-- even Joker knew that and Joker did things his ways always. His body shook at the remembrance of Joker.
"As you are mine, Kurenai. We'll keep walking this broken path together."
He replied his tone somewhat calm. It was comfortable to be embraced. He held her carefully, brushing the tears that rolled down her face. He always caused her pain, and even behind that mask, the gentleness of his eyes was certain.