scarletrose: <user name="kagaminokakera"> (You are too cute)
Kurenai ([personal profile] scarletrose) wrote in [community profile] genessia 2014-08-21 12:41 pm (UTC)

X3

If only Kurenai could turn back time. If only Kurenai could prevent all the pain from happening. She didn't know which one was more heart crushing, experiencing the pain, or watching your love one experience it and be too helpless to do anything. She felt Kurei's pain. He affixed her soul with his, so she felt the deep agony he was in. Yet, the world was still so cruel to him. He couldn't even spend a moment alone and just weep for his losses for long periods of time. If anything, Kurenai could attest to Kurei's strength. He was strong physically and emotionally. For the most part, he kept a calm exterior, even if he should break every single moment. That's why no matter how many times he yells, kills or gets angry, Kurenai understood him. Its cruel, but she knows that anyone who tries to hurt Kurei deserved to die. He's had too much already. And she would never allow anyone else to add to his pain.

She didn't know where to begin, but one day, she will train. Perhaps not in the way that Neon was able to, but Kurenai will still protect Kurei in her own way. She didn't want to be that person who could do nothing but just cry and weep as she watched Kurei be beaten down to the very ground. She knows that not everyone can be slapped into thinking straight. But a huge part of her still wanted to remain pretty for him. She'll have to think of a way to protect him without having to gain as much muscle as the other girls of Uruha - it was just not for her.

She held him until he let go. Maybe he really was a monster. But what did that say about her. She loved him completely even after knowing that. She'd take him back into her arms when he needed her, regardless of his actions. She wasn't blind to his ways. If she thinks what he did was completely unreasonable, she'd call him out in private. But it still remains that she will support him no matter what. Kurenai accepted his actions completely. People should die if they try to hurt him any further. And she will die if she becomes a casualty for him. She will never allow people to use his love for her as a means to hold him down, never again.

When he withdrew his arms, she gave him one last squeeze, before circling her arms around one of his arms. "I know. And you'll never force me to follow you if I didn't want to, yes?", she asked sweetly.

"But you're wrong. It's already too late.", she said with a smile as she ushered him forward. "The moment you gave me your first smile", she gasped dramatically. "...my fate was sealed. You made me fall too in-love with you. I couldn't bare let you go", she said wiping her final tear from her eyes. "And I will never let you go. Not even if you force me to"

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