But I have already showed it to him. When we were first reunited I showed everything to him because it was a part of a vow we made to each other.

[She closes her eyes and finishes her drink.]

You truly do not seem to know or understand me, or at least the difference between the Leanne you knew and me. You assume many things of me, without bothering to learn of me. I ask not much of Ikki during this time because I know of the pain he goes through. Of this "darkness". I only wanted him to at least come back to me at night, but instead all I have is an empty bed to return to and to wake up to.

Perhaps, it is a good thing that no nestling is in me yet.