It's okay. I'm lucky enough to have pictures and videos of him, at least.

[So he doesn't forget his face or voice. You can bet Roland's backed them up in every way possible.]

My world wasn't in the greatest shape when I left... I'm not sure if he's even still alive.

[He sadly looks into the distance before seeming to remember where he is, and chuckles at himself, embarrassed.]

Sorry, I'm dragging down the atmosphere, aren't I? This is a party, we should be having fun.