[ oh. he's probably getting her all into her deep emotions and he's not sure if that was right of him to. but he presses on speaking, even tones and a calm face. no judgement here. ]
I'm afraid of my power too. I think everybody is? Especially when it's something where a wrong move can cause serious damage to everyone around you but even when it's minor I think there's this fear even the most confident person has of fucking up big time. There wasn't an option to run and completely way different circumstances on all ends here but I get it. Just wanting to be a normal person doing normal shit but I don't think normal is a thing we're actually supposed to fit in to. It's this abstract construct created by society with impossible goals and some really stupid ideas about how everyone's supposed to act or be. And eventually you gotta realize that there's really no way around yourself and if paradox space wants you to control time or create things out of thin air, that's what's normal now. And your best bet is to learn how to do it or learn how not to do it in the least harmful way possible so you can help people you care about and put your own definition behind the word.
Fake you still had the shittiest way of trying to face an inner conflict but yeah.
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I'm afraid of my power too. I think everybody is? Especially when it's something where a wrong move can cause serious damage to everyone around you but even when it's minor I think there's this fear even the most confident person has of fucking up big time. There wasn't an option to run and completely way different circumstances on all ends here but I get it. Just wanting to be a normal person doing normal shit but I don't think normal is a thing we're actually supposed to fit in to. It's this abstract construct created by society with impossible goals and some really stupid ideas about how everyone's supposed to act or be. And eventually you gotta realize that there's really no way around yourself and if paradox space wants you to control time or create things out of thin air, that's what's normal now. And your best bet is to learn how to do it or learn how not to do it in the least harmful way possible so you can help people you care about and put your own definition behind the word.
Fake you still had the shittiest way of trying to face an inner conflict but yeah.