It meant something, to him. That Tannusen would squeeze his hand back. No one would have done the same, from what he's learned of people.

Tannusen was under no obligation to give him any sympathy in the matter.

"I've always hoped maybe, selfishly perhaps, that I'd find one of 'em still wanderin'. That I'd get to ask 'em questions... tell 'em I'm sorry for the times I was difficult when I was a child. Tell 'em both I miss 'em.

... Tell 'em I'm sorry I've cocked everythin' up.

That I won't see 'em when this whole sham is over."