Rose rubbed her eyebrows. "That's what Renneitte said. One may traverse the world of demons and monsters for the sake of an angel."
She spread her hands in a helpless shrug. "And you never think maybe sometimes we shouldn't do all that for him?" She bit her tongue and held both hands up, "Don't answer that, I didn't mean it." She sighed. "Look, I'm not regretting anything I've done. I'm not. And I'm not gonna compare the fact that apparently for all he said I made him better, he gets even worse and more stupid in the future," more biting tone, but she tried to pull it back.
"I'm just tired of this. Same as him. I'm tired of the same old circles. He acts jealous, but says he's not. He acts like he wants me to go, but when I try he melts down. He loves me, but doesn't want me to act on it. He wants to go back to the beginning, but no, he doesn't. He wants to move forward, but damned if he wants that, at all, he never does. We've got time here, but if I tell him to take advantage of it, I'm the one pushing him away." A facepalm. "If I dance with him, he tries to make it more, but if I start? No, he runs like I'm going to choke him out." Teeth grit hard. "If he doesn't want me, he doesn't have to have me." A wolfish snort. "And until he figures it out, anger's all I've got."
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She spread her hands in a helpless shrug. "And you never think maybe sometimes we shouldn't do all that for him?" She bit her tongue and held both hands up, "Don't answer that, I didn't mean it." She sighed. "Look, I'm not regretting anything I've done. I'm not. And I'm not gonna compare the fact that apparently for all he said I made him better, he gets even worse and more stupid in the future," more biting tone, but she tried to pull it back.
"I'm just tired of this. Same as him. I'm tired of the same old circles. He acts jealous, but says he's not. He acts like he wants me to go, but when I try he melts down. He loves me, but doesn't want me to act on it. He wants to go back to the beginning, but no, he doesn't. He wants to move forward, but damned if he wants that, at all, he never does. We've got time here, but if I tell him to take advantage of it, I'm the one pushing him away." A facepalm. "If I dance with him, he tries to make it more, but if I start? No, he runs like I'm going to choke him out." Teeth grit hard. "If he doesn't want me, he doesn't have to have me." A wolfish snort. "And until he figures it out, anger's all I've got."