I know, Jack [Stating with a mental sigh] You don't need to tell me that

Running from you was a mistake

[There's only silence about a year with being a distraction and for him to weep over the man who hurt Jack first because he doesn't know yet]

I know I should ask what you want. I GET THAT

[Again silence but Jack can pick up he had been afraid because he didn't want to looking over their graves and accepting others as his equal was also something else very hard to swallow; however both of these have metaphorically shoved themselves down his thoart]