genessia | log for guild members of dat fairy tail

WHO: Battler and guildies and anyone that happens to listen to this mess of life
WHEN: Backdated to May 15th (long ways back whooaa)
WHERE: The Guild
WHAT: Battler has something he wants to say!!!

[after his conversation with lucy, there was something very important he wanted to ask. lucy was his friend, someone he already found to be very special, he wanted to sort out a big issue here!! love is a fragile thing, a heart cannot be tampered with, these are things he really believes in!

SO! it had taken him a couple days since talking with her, but he was going to ask a certain natsu some questions. he knew there might be others in this place that would hear him, but he didn't care! this was essential!! this is all for a lovely maiden!

when battler arrived on the scene, he didn't bother knocking (and he ignored the hole in the wall) so he simply opened the doors with an epic push. he walked in, pointed and if someone really listened they might be able to hear his theme music start playing.

....okay maybe not that, but hey it would be cool.]

Stop, stooooppppp!! I have something I need to ask, I need to talk to Natsu-san! Everyone, listen uuuuppp! This is a very serious matter which cannot be ignored!

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Mm...

[battler nods to himself at that, cupping his own chin as though he were deep in thought.]

Love is.... difficult. It can be painful but it can also be very rewarding. I would like to think I'm an expert on the topic, but even then it's so hard to determine what love really is. The best way to describe it would be....

... everything is filled with much more color. You feel more alive, you feel the need to be with them night and day, and you want nothing more than their happiness before your own.

If that's how you feel about Lucy-san, that's love.

[For an expert he was awfully vague. But he's having a hard time denying anything that's said.]

Is it really? I always thought you were supposed to care like that for your partner. Someone who you could trust in a fight with your back. But she...she's much more than that. She's a weirdo who overreacts about the smallest little thing. If this was really love what would that do? I don't...wanna end up making her awkward and pushing her away.

[That's most likely his biggest fear.]

...I'm going to tell you a little story, Natsu-san.

[okay, deep breath.]

Before being in Genessia.... I was back in my world. There was something called the community, it would call out to you and interrupt you at the worst of times. You could talk with people from different worlds too, much like here. In any case, I met someone while I was... fighting my own demons.

I fell for her, I had a massive crush on her, and no matter what I did she just kept pushing me away. I would joke around with her about it but she never wanted anything to do with me.... she said it was complicated. After all, she was dead and I was alive. She was in the afterlife and I was in purgatory. It took me about two years, according to the community at least since time never moved for either of us, to convince her that love is worth the risk. And I still stand by all of that. She's here in Genessia now, and I'll never stop loving her with all of my heart either.

And trust me, a girl letting a guy sleep in her bed and being comfortable about it wouldn't be awkward about becoming more. I had briefly talked with Lucy-san about this too, and while she said you two were just friends.... I could tell. The way she talked about you, it was in such a fond manner that there was no way she didn't love you either.

[That is quite the story indeed and surprisingly enough he manages to follow it all the way through. However before he can give his own take on what he learned the topic of him sleeping in Lucy's bed comes up.]

But it's just sleeping. Not like anything else like kissing happened. We do that when we're awake.

[.......... god DAMMIT natsu!!]

Hehehe.... wahahahah!

[serious expression gone, battler laughs so hard about that.]

Aaahh are you seerriiouuuus?! You're more stubborn than me! You love her and she loves you, so don't deny it already!

I never denied it!

[He just said he didn't know. Not the same thing. Though he did just blurt that out a bit too quickly.]

But she hasn't said anything.

[And on that argument, his mood dims a bit more. If she did love him why didn't she say anything?]

...Ah? Oh that.

[THAT'S SIMPLE.] Every girl wants to be treated like a total princess! You know, be completely nice to them, make the feel special- because they are! And they're waiting for the guy to do it!

Become her shining knight in armor and sweep her off her feet! Don't be afraid...!

...that doesn't sound like Lucy's style at all. She left the life of a princess to come to Fairy Tail and work with us like any other mage. Back home she makes a fuss about her rent all the time and gets angry with me for blowing stuff up and getting the reward money taken down a peg or two to pay for the damage. She's no Princess and I'm no damn stuck up prince. Dragons are more awesome anyway.

[He just took everything Battler said, literally.]

[...GOSH. okay, new tactic. it seems like this guy takes everything so literally. ]

Natsu-san... if dragons are so awesome..... then you should have no problem taming the heart of a maiden, hm? I mean... aahh .... your attitude right now... it might be totally useless.

Like you can't actually do it.

[Okay now he's getting really confused.]

But you just said she already loves me. How is acting the way neither of us really are, gonna change anything for the better?

[Natsu Logic at its finest]

I'm saying, just kiss her and tell her that you love her already!! Don't be all coy about it, just dive right in and you'll see-!

[this is horrid!!]

But didn't you say she'd want it special?

[Oh god this is a vicious cycle conspiring to destroy battler's patience and mind at this point.]

[he's had longer logic battles with witches this is fine.]

She is!

[battler sighs, hanging his head.] ...Just. Keep what I said in mind, okay?

Either way, I'm glad we had this talk. I'm sorry if it seemed like I was jumping on you.... sometimes I act without thinking.

[Well good. Because somehow it feels like little progress was really made. Just putting more things into perspective but acting on them was still not something that would happen any time soon.]

Okay I guess.

[Weird guy but at least he doesn't seem to be gunning for Lucy. So that saves him from Natsu's wrath.]

Huh well. You're lucky she wasn't around.

...Why's that?

[what would happen if she were around?!]

She knew I was going to talk to you. She's the one who said that you would say you're only friends.. I wanted to set things straight!

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