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Han "never tell me the odds" Solo ([personal profile] gotabadfeelingaboutthis) wrote in [community profile] genessia2018-01-28 01:33 pm

Cassian Filter

Luke showed up...have you talked to him yet? I know he posted on the network. I ran into him and his friend while I was out. First good thing I've seen during these kriffin' snowy patrols if you ask me.

But I'd like to know where in the heck they were before here. It wasn't home, that's for sure. He talked about a collar and some kind of being forced into sex thing. I'd sure like to find who the hell was responsible and let them have it.

And all I gotta say is if they try pulling Mara in, they'll be lucky if anything's left standing. You do NOT want to make that woman mad and if she were to ever hear what Luke went through, it won't be pretty.

I haven't said much about her yet, though...he's a lot younger, and I don't know that I need to spill it just yet.

Sorry, I'm just ticked. No one messes with the people I care about, especially not like that.
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private video

[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-01-28 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ That's the first Cassian has heard of this. Understandable, it's nothing you would tell a stranger. But Solo and Skywalker aren't strangers, Han has often spoken of his friend. ]

I would be angry, too.

[ He is angry, even so, and the spy in him wants more information. But that sounds extremely private. ]

I talked to him, but only about... normal things. I learned he's a fellow rebel.

[ Cassian falls silent again. It's a terrible feeling when you can't protect the people you care for. ]

He's here now. Where you can keep an eye on him. You think he was in a place like this one?
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Re: private video

[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-02-05 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
We won't let anything like that happen here. None of us will stand by and let that happen.

[ Expect he's sure the people in the other place didn't just stand by and let it happen either... ]

Your friend is as safe now as can be. I know you'll protect him.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-02-11 02:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Right. Yes, Mara, Han had mentioned her before. Cassian gives a curt nod. ]

Not telling him too much of his own future might be preferable, you're right. At least for now. You can reconsider if more of your family shows up, but there's no need to burden him with that now, after what he has been through.

Either way, I'm glad there's more of us now. There's safety in numbers, even if some of ours are going through a rough time right now.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-02-11 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Me, too. Thrawn seems to be gone for real. At first I thought he was just laying low but I haven't heard of him in months. That's one concern less.

Kylo Ren is here, though. We can't ever seem to get rid of them for any length of time.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-02-14 12:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. I don't understand it. But the future is... [ Cassian falls silent. To share or not to share what Rey has told him? ] It seems to be a much darker future than yours. The girl, Rey, she told me the New Republic is under attack in her time. It looks like we are losing the war. Or have lost it. [ He snorts bitterly. ] Maybe your son chose the winning side.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-02-17 11:44 am (UTC)(link)
No. No, we can't.

[ It's just incredibly discouraging to know the better world they've been fighting for will last only 30 years. Just a few years longer than the Empire. ]

I try not to think about the future. It drives you mad, to think how much work there is to do at home and we're stuck here.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-02-18 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I know it should be easier, knowing there's no way back for me. That did make it easier for a while. But now, knowing what will become of the future? It was easier to bear when I thought our future is secure.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-02-19 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, I would wonder, too. I can only hope for your world. I hope you're spared the future of ours.

[ Sometimes ignorance is bliss. He sighs heavily. ]

I almost wish she had not told us but it's always better to have the facts, even if they hurt. Especially if more people from this First Order show up again. Or from your Imperial Remnant, for that matter.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-02-23 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I would like to see your Republic. I would really like that.

[ He sighs and mentally files away the new names, Imperial Remnant names. You never know when it could be useful. ]

If any of them do show up we'll have you to handle the situation. Knowing that makes me feel a lot better. Thrawn and Palpatine never got a chance to cause damage, we have been doing well so far.

[ Cassian's face becomes a little more pinched. ]

And neither did our other selves.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-02-26 11:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's grimly silent for a while, lips pressed together into a thin, pale line. ]

It frightens me. To know I could have become him. That there's another universe where I did. I don't like it when I find similarities between us.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-02-27 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't think I could have ever gone that way. It just seemed so inevitable I would always be a rebel, the only question was if I would keep fighting on Fest or join the Rebel Alliance main forces. It was a shock to realize I have it in me to become an Imperial.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-03-02 06:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Have you ever caught yourself since and paused when you realized you did or thought something that he would have done, too? I have and I don't like it.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-03-02 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
There's someone... I need to speak to her about our other selves. My other self recruited her. But I don't know how to bring it up. I did so much during that time and nobody has confronted me about it yet, but I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop.
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[personal profile] captain_by_the_book 2018-03-03 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you, I hope so, too. It's been good talking to you about this, I appreciate it. And if there's anything else with Skywalker's circumstances, call me, alright?