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[protectshope]

Hello, everyone! Sorry, I've been so quiet lately... I didn't realize how tiring it would be to have a job, even just part-time. But now I'm getting better at handling my time, so...

Does anyone have some hobbies they could teach me? Like "knitting" looks really cute! Hitomi-chan did things like piano, ballet, and even tea ceremonies... I want to try new things and find something I like!

And also... uh, this is a little bit unrelated, but uh.

So... Back home? I'm... not really a person anymore, I guess. When I first got here, I thought that made me weird and different, and telling people would be bad... But there are so many interesting people in Genessia! I don't think it's fair that I keep something so big a secret. I mean, it might be important to know later... So, um... Yes! I'm a magical girl. And something the other girls call "The Law of the Cycle." um... I kind of wonder if there's anyone else like me? Who uh. Doesn't exist as a person anymore?

Sorry, it's so weird to talk about. 

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Video; Private - I hope late is okay

[unbridledtiger]

I never existed as a person so I don't see what's so strange about it.

[A few people knows about his past and what he is but it isn't something that Seth's talked about openly so he makes a point to set the conversation to private first.]

WOW I'M LATE-R. sorry

[protectshope]

You didn't? I'm sorry if this seems insensitive... But is that hard?

Not existing as a person now, and not being able to talk to my 'mama' and 'papa' is really hard for me.

<3

[unbridledtiger]

[He shrugs.

Seth doesn't really have a strong opinion about this kind of thing.] It's the only thing I know. I can't compare it against hypothetical's. Between us, it's harder for you, because you know what it's like to be human and alive.

I have a question for you. Even if it's difficult, would you change it?

[Missing people and wanting to rewrite the past are completely different prospects and Seth wants to understand Madoka's situation. He's probably one of the few people who can.]

[protectshope]

[Madoka continues his question. She herself can't imagine living without knowing what this is like. Maybe that's part of why Kyuubey and her see things so differently?]

No. I wouldn't. It's a bit scary and lonely sometimes, but... This is who I wanted to be. I wanted to be someone who helps people and fills them with hope [giggle,] Like a magical girl in the storybooks.

I might have taken it a bit further than I dreamed as a kid, though. I miss a few things, but when I see the girls I save smiling at the end? I do think it's worth it.