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genessia2018-07-25 01:44 am
deadlybang) wrote in genessia2018-07-25 01:44 am
[Action / Video]
[Have a cheerful looking girl smiling widely at the camera, as if she has no worries in the whole world.]
Yaa-hoo, everyone!!
So, like, my name's Angelique Sheeran and I'm, like, new here in Genessia. Actually, I, like, arrived here a week ago or so, but, like, I forgot to introduce myself openly. I would, like, apologize but I don't, like, think it really matters, does it?
Anyway!! I mostly just, like, wanted to make this as a warning or an advertisment? However you rather, like, consider it, to say that today I'm going to, like, be around all the cities to get to know them and, like, everyone in them. I would, like, love to get to know some of you, or, like, all of you but, like, I know that's not possible. So if you want to, like, talk or something I'll be available on here or, like, you can come see me in person and get hug!
[She shifts to show a sign and that she's holding that reads "FREE HUGS".]
Because, like, there's nothing wrong with hugs and, like, they are a great thing to share! You don't, like, need to hug back if you don't like, that's why they are, like, free hugs! And they are, like, super healthy!
[Specially for the girl that will try to sneak and absorb tiny little bits of energy from each hug, not even enough to make people feel tired, though they may feel slightly breathless.]
Yaa-hoo, everyone!!
So, like, my name's Angelique Sheeran and I'm, like, new here in Genessia. Actually, I, like, arrived here a week ago or so, but, like, I forgot to introduce myself openly. I would, like, apologize but I don't, like, think it really matters, does it?
Anyway!! I mostly just, like, wanted to make this as a warning or an advertisment? However you rather, like, consider it, to say that today I'm going to, like, be around all the cities to get to know them and, like, everyone in them. I would, like, love to get to know some of you, or, like, all of you but, like, I know that's not possible. So if you want to, like, talk or something I'll be available on here or, like, you can come see me in person and get hug!
[She shifts to show a sign and that she's holding that reads "FREE HUGS".]
Because, like, there's nothing wrong with hugs and, like, they are a great thing to share! You don't, like, need to hug back if you don't like, that's why they are, like, free hugs! And they are, like, super healthy!
[Specially for the girl that will try to sneak and absorb tiny little bits of energy from each hug, not even enough to make people feel tired, though they may feel slightly breathless.]
Action/Everglade
[She sighs but calms down a bit.]
It's just... I, like, slip a lot when I talk and talk about "humans" as if, like, well, as if I'm not part of them, because I'm not. And he, like, catched on it. But I didn't, like, dare to tell him what I am. Or why.
I mean, it will, like, totally scare him away I, like, wanted to enjoy being with him a bit before that.
[She shrugs.]
Even if, like, I can't feed on him, I just, like, like being with him. I'm, like, a selfish monster after all.
Re: Action/Everglade
Okay. You've made some mistakes and you've learned from those.
If Emmett loves - he'll stay because he should be able to accept what you are. Not just who.
But that's for you to decide when the time is right.
[A reassuring hand on her shoulder and then in a relaxed but 'nah' tone with such a cheeky look]
Nah, not really no.
Action/Everglade
He has, like, known me for little more than a week. Humans, like, don't come to "love" others that quickly. It's, like, not in their nature.
[She's not even sure if they can truly come to love her kind, even.]
[And another look when he says she's not selfish.]
I'm, like, willingly withholding important information in, like, a relationship simply because, like, I want to enjoy said relationship as much as I can. And without, like, caring if, like, my partner could be happier with someone else or, like, alone.
I think that's, like, pretty selfish. What would you, like, call it otherwise?
Re: Action/Everglade
Depends on the human.
[And depends on how you 'click' with someone as well. That's the one thing with looking like a human that is good - because you can earn their trust easier rather than being a 'bug eyed monster' or looking different from them because humans have such a problem with things that look different from them that they don't understand and in a loud whisper]
Expanding his horizon. I think we both understand that humans have a hard time accepting creatures that don't look like them. Which gives us both the chance to earn thar trust before finding out. And hopefully, by the time they find out - they don't feel betrayed but we open up thar minds and blossomed something special together.
So, no. Not selfish.
Action/Everglade
Have you, like, met any humans that came to "love" someone very quickly? Without it being, like, a temporal daze due finding someone new and different?
[She hasn't, though she hasn't been around for long, hasn't seen that many humans even if Vertiron is filled with them. Definitively, compared to what The Doctor with his time travels may have seen, she may have as well never seen a human.]
[But then he talks and... Yes, she can understand that. It's not really something that different from what she has thought before.]
Hmm, part of me, like, thinks that maybe if I wait and he gets to like me enough, then, like, when I tell him everything he won't want to leave. Because he will have, like, come to like me so much that it will be, like, a moot point. But he may also, like, just think that I've lied to him and that, like, what he came to like was all a lie. And he wouldn't, like, be wrong if he thought that specially since...
[Since Angelique Sheeran died two years ago and she has simply been living her life simply because she was born in her body. The words die in her mouth though, and a light frown settles in before she looks at The Doctor.]
Rose, like, mentioned that there's trouble, like, figuring out how to work a way to offer food to, like, non-humans that feed through contact and such? Because, like, it's hard to figure what is it exactly what, like, they feed on?
[Blatantly changing the subject, yes, indeed.]
Re: Action/Everglade
[Which he's particularly thinking of Sarah Jane and even if it was something new and shiny - in time that still grew more. Basically be a decent person and something new and shiny won't matter but considering what Chrysalis is - Ten can understand about being new and shiny and quite possibly she got rejected but The Doctor is better with picking out humans too]
Thar's always that risk. But you need to trust in yourself that your love is stronger than that.
[Do you want to hear the story of the fight that went on for a year with Rose? And they still came out together - even if they were emotionally clawed up]
Rose and I - fought for nearly a year - and here we are, together again. [Such a big stupid grin]
[A soft hand on her shoulder and straight look in the eyes]
I understand you don't want to be rejected but you have to risk it also.
We don't have any species at the moment that require that. So - [tongue click] haven't thought of any solutions yet. You'd be the first.
Action/Everglade
They will like give themselves and even their lives, but like not really their love.
[And they like to take a long time, she had known Gaff for almost two years and despite sleeping together often... It was always just due their deal, his way to keep her from going to hunt criminals down. There wasn't love anywhere as far as she knows, nothing like with Carver at least.]
Trust again... I always thought humans like put way too much investment in that. Rose explained some but like I still feel that there are some blurred lines there. But it also like feels that those are due how each person takes things differently.
[She blinks at the next part, staring at him with a confused face. As if he just said something she hadn't even considered. And in a way it's true, she has thought of it but at the same time it hadn't really sink down until now.]
Huh... I don't want to be rejected? Is that what this is? Me like not wanting to tell him so he won't leave?
[See, she had thought of it but hadn't really put a name on it. Or a definition. And now she's not sure if she's glad to have it, though at least now she may be able to explain what's going on with herself.]
No? Oh, I like thought there could be others... Or maybe there are but they like don't show themselves. I mean in my world like there are like two subtypes for how I feed, and like the other type is absolutely lethal because they feed literally on life energy. And they like hide themselves well in my world too, even from others of like their same kind given that they are like killing machines pretty much.