She doesn't want to. She wants to cry and run away, and can't even look at him, just miserably hanging her head.

"I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm like this. Everything all the way, isn't it? But I know better, I really do." She shuddered, shoulders trembling as she started crying, unable to return to him, but not fleeing either. "Same as with my Da', yeah? Always acting in the moment, even when it's--" her words choked off in a sob.