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[anonymous text] Hollow Comfort

a question
by now many of you have realized your situation
and where we are and what this place is
so to those that have embraced this world:
what do you find worthy of your time?
how do you find meaning in this nothingness?
how can you say that helping someone is worth anything?
when they might not be here next week
right now i don't see the point in anything
and would like a different perspective

[video] When the Piper Seeks his Fee...

[Vaggie looks up on the camera as she sits on a bench in Everglade looking morose as usual. Beside her are a set of boxes and bags, and she seems to be peering soberly at the camera.]

Well, it finally happened. Those little red bills they gave me are finally down to the last few. And as charming as it is to sleep out in a back alley or under a newspaper in the park, I don't really find that all that appealing.

So, uh...

...yeah, I'm asking for a job. Not asking for much, but it does have to pay. I've done some bookkeeping stuff in the past, and maybe a few odd jobs here and there. Its not exactly like I have references. But if you have something or have heard of someone that is hiring, help a girl out? Thanks.

Oh, and if that job is Torchwood -- I'm not interested.

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Interesting questions to ask anon and honestly, I find meaning in the people I become friends with. That doesn't mean I've embraced the world because really some here might be here for years but never really do as such, but friends are a good enough reason.

[She starts to write. Aggressively at first, but then slowing down as she gets to the end.]

if they are somebody worth keeping then they're going to have to be important
you laugh and get angry and get comfortable with them getting in your space
then they leave or you get pulled away
with only a hole where they used to be

making you ask stupid questions on a network
to people you don't know or you don't care about really
wondering if you can even try to do something like that again

[Only go back and delete some of the lines she's not ready to say publicly.]

if they are somebody worth keeping then they're going to have to be important
then they leave or you get pulled away

making you ask stupid questions on a network
to people you don't know or you don't care about really

I have someone like that. Though I don't think I'd do the whole public they are gone thing if they were ever to leave.

I find those are a personal moment if they were extremely close. Only exception is if someone else knew them well enough.

But one can never know if they find that person without trying anyway.

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