ACTION~ Where to go next?

[greenmagick]

Who: Terra and Open
Where: Aimlessly wandering the city
Summary: Terra going over her new memories and feeling awful



The only thing in her view was the street as it fell away from her sight. Her focus was scattered except for the rhythmic pattern of her steps as she wandered aimlessly through the city scape. Nothing made sense because it all was a lie. How would she know what was true and what wasn't now that she lost control. Would she just be a danger to those around her? Should she keep trying to learn magic? What if something worse happened next time?

A range of emotions filled her fear, hate, sadness... She didn't know where to go or what to do next. So she walked hoping her destination finds her.

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[behindthefakesmile]

"Are you a good person?" That... was a strange question to ask, at least to him anyway. In his mind this person wasn't a bad person and he knew what a bad person was like and what they could do. He never saw anything like that with her.

"I think you are. Although the things you remember... doesn't mean people can't change." He felt like he had to laugh a little at what he just said considering he was not the type to change, even though Kurogane once told him that he must have.

[greenmagick]

"I don't feel like I've changed." Her eyes looked down at the cup in her hand. She wanted to explain more but she needed a place to start.

"I hurt so many people." She had killed so many innocent people.

[behindthefakesmile]

"Sometimes they say people don't notice that they've changed." he knew that all to well and he honestly still didn't see it, or he refused to anyway. never the less he sat there quietly for a moment the cup of tea pressed firmly on his lips as he took a sip before putting it down again.

"Hurt...You don't seem the type to do that, at least to me."

[greenmagick]

"I didn't think I was but I know that what I remember isn't wrong." Everything was confusing and she didn't even know where to start. Everything was so much easier before she remembered.

[behindthefakesmile]

She leant forward slightly. But he had to admit he could understand her a little especially given what he has done. Although there are differences he could understand what guilt must feel like.

"But that was something in the past, right? Not the present."

[greenmagick]

"Yes but I don't know who I am... and I thought my past would show me that." It was hard to admit but being here, out of sight, helped her talk freely.

[behindthefakesmile]

"The past can show a person who they are because that's what makes a person, but I can't say the same is the same for those who forget. It's what you do after that makes you who you are." Though he honestly believed that the past is what makes him who he is and he was sure it could be the same for others.

[greenmagick]

"What if I don't know what to do?" She finally looked up from her tea and stared over at her friend.

[behindthefakesmile]

He paused for a moment, he isn't exactly the best guy to ask for advice on this type of thing.

"Honestly... People usually don't know what to do till something happens. So waiting could be the best idea."

[greenmagick]

"Waiting?" Terra thought about his words carefully. It made sense to her, though she also realized she should probably stay away from Kefka now and maybe Fairytail as well. "Thank you."

[behindthefakesmile]

"Your welcome, although I don't believe I actually helped." He had to admit he was just being what people would call being a friend and that was it. Looking down at the tea and treats, he leant over to pick up one of the many varieties of biscuit as he held it in his grasp.

[greenmagick]

"You were a friend. I don't... I don't have many friends." Back in her world she had no friends at all. So it might not have seemed like a lot but it was something very important to her.

[behindthefakesmile]

"I thought that you'd have a lot of friends." He honestly was a little surprised about that, but he wouldn't go on about it if she didn't want to.

[greenmagick]

"Why is that?" Terra looked at him curiously. She was really bad at social interactions but she was trying.

[behindthefakesmile]

"I don't know, I guess you seem like your the gentle type and they always seem to attract a lot of people. But that could just be me." He said being honest for once.

[greenmagick]

She never really saw herself as having a type and its true she wasn't a loud person. "I guess so..." Terra believed him but it was still strange to hear. Her lips curled into a subtitle smile. "I should probably go. Thank you for talking with me."

[behindthefakesmile]

"Ah, your welcome. Let me show you to the door" he said standing up, before going to the kitchen putting some various snacks into a bag before going back and holding out for her "Here you go. Now I can take you to the door" he started to walk, hands slowly reaching to the door as he soon opened it.

[greenmagick]

Terra stood and watched him as he moved towards the kitchen. She didn't say anything as he handed her a bag of snacks and moved towards the door.

"Thank you again." She stood behind him, wearing a tentative smile.

[behindthefakesmile]

He just gave his usual smile, one that as fake as anything, but hidden very well as he made sure the door was actually open.

"You're welcome, now have a safe journey back home, okay."

[greenmagick]

"I will." With that she walked through the doorway and out of sight. There were still things she needed to think of but he had helped her think things over.