Zelos Wilder (
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genessia2015-06-10 10:04 pm
008: An Upcoming Change [Anon Text]
[Since Weiss' party, the issue of how many people really just wanted out had started to get under Zelos' skin. He knew, hell, he'd known since he got here, that there was literally no way for him to get home - and even if there was, he'd sooner stick with his life in Genessia over his life back there. Weiss had said she'd keep him in mind, but...how many other people really did? What about all these self-righteous Guardians who were vowing to get anyone and everyone back?
Finally, he'd had enough of pondering (well, seething would be a more accurate world), so he sent out an anonymous message to the whole of Genessia.]
So, I've been listening in on some of the speeches the wannabe Guardians have been making. Also, been here quite a while, and the ton of 'wah wah wah how do I get home' comments is really starting to do my head in.
Throw me a line here. I can't seriously be the only one who can't or doesn't want to go back to my old world, can I?
[Once he'd sent it out, of course, he immediately regretted it - especially as he half suspected the people who knew him well enough would be able to recognise him from the way he typed. Well, it was too late to do anything about that now.
...Damn, he could be such a moron sometimes.]
Finally, he'd had enough of pondering (well, seething would be a more accurate world), so he sent out an anonymous message to the whole of Genessia.]
So, I've been listening in on some of the speeches the wannabe Guardians have been making. Also, been here quite a while, and the ton of 'wah wah wah how do I get home' comments is really starting to do my head in.
Throw me a line here. I can't seriously be the only one who can't or doesn't want to go back to my old world, can I?
[Once he'd sent it out, of course, he immediately regretted it - especially as he half suspected the people who knew him well enough would be able to recognise him from the way he typed. Well, it was too late to do anything about that now.
...Damn, he could be such a moron sometimes.]

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That...sounds pretty important. But how can you do that without returning somewhere? 'Cides, dunno how easy it'll be to come back here after you've left.
[Part of him wanted to suggest joining Fai back in his world if he did chose to go back, but for now, that seemed a little too forward.]
...Let's just say I kinda got myself killed before coming here.
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Well...I guess I'd have my ways of finding out. I mean this is actually the longest I've stay in a place since I started. That's why I do wonder a lot of things or if I want to keep travelling. Though I kind of already know the answer to that.
[He kept quiet. He got himself killed. That was a bigger problem than he ever found himself in, yet at the same time he couldn't help but worry even more. He wouldn't want to be a problem to him. As muc as he lingered in the past the last thing he and Kurogane talked about still creeped into his mine to think about the present instead of the past.]
I guess you really have nothing to return to either? But at least you'll looking at the present and your future here.
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I'm flattered ;) And here I thought if I sounded grumpy enough you wouldn't recognise me. Looks like I need to give you more credit, hm?
Wait, seriously? Come to think of it, you were here a little while before me...how long's it been for you? Gotta say, not travelling sounds like the easier of the two options, but I'm kinda biased.
[If Fai asked, he'd probably talk about what really happened when he got killed, but until then he'd keep that much to himself.]
Pretty much. I mean, I'm not exactly fond of that place, but I've got nothing to get back to even if I wanted to. That's why I want to stay and have a second chance here, you know?
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A year, a little over that now maybe. It's been so long I can't remember exactly.
That makes sense really and I think here you will have that. At least I have that hope for you anyway.
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Wow...that is a while.
Thanks. I hope at least we can both have an easier time of things here.
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I hope so to, I mean so far it's been easy, right?
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Yeah...I didn't think having a fun, easy life would be possible until I came here. In this place it feels like it's just landed in my lap.
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It probably did. Someone probably thought you needed it or something.
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I guess so, huh...Not that I'm complaining. Sounds like they thought you needed it, too.
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