I used to be able to.... All of my friends and comrades died every day back home and if I didn't do it..... I would have never been able to move on or function. Maybe people saw me as "cold" because of it but.... I can't let anything stop me from living.

All of that is harder when you allow yourself to get attached to someone and your walls come down.... Apparently, I'm not capable of not feeling anymore.... [She'll accept the hug at least.]