[He didn't want to say it. There's no point when everyone knows what happened. But he's alone and his rage and constant anxiety and helplessness just keeps piling up. The dam has to burst sooner or later.]
You have to sacrifice something in order to come back. And I don't even know what that is. I don't get to remember what I had to sacrifice. But I get to remember everything else. All I know is, when I came back, I didn't even consider using another weapon until Weiss gave me a reason to and when I hold any stupid sword in my hands my mind blanks out and I can't control my own body and I've already lost enough so if that sword I didn't even earn is safer in the rock in my hands, let it stay there.
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[He didn't want to say it. There's no point when everyone knows what happened. But he's alone and his rage and constant anxiety and helplessness just keeps piling up. The dam has to burst sooner or later.]
You have to sacrifice something in order to come back. And I don't even know what that is. I don't get to remember what I had to sacrifice. But I get to remember everything else. All I know is, when I came back, I didn't even consider using another weapon until Weiss gave me a reason to and when I hold any stupid sword in my hands my mind blanks out and I can't control my own body and I've already lost enough so if that sword I didn't even earn is safer in the rock in my hands, let it stay there.