Trying to reach for the past

[kindprincess]

Who: Yuuki and anyone
What: It had been a while since many realizations and Yuuki is coming around to wanting to remember.
Where: Genessia - Library and outside it and Everglade

[Genessia Library]

[Yuuki was currently working at the library, stacking books and making sure returns that were meant to be back up today were in fact back in time. She made sure to write letters to those that were overdue. But all the time she kept quiet and to herself. Her mind had still been going through many things in her head. Who she thought she was... apparently was a lie. She wasn't human like she though, but in fact a pureblood. She even had a daughter with the guy she admired most. It had certainly been too much for her. But now she had time to let it settle she still wasn't sure what to do, except of course trying to make herself remember her life before the last thing she remembered, That day in the snow.

For now though, she clocked out. She was done for the day and she was kind of grateful. All that was left was for her to head on home. To a new place.]

[Everglade - Closed to Housemates.]
[She was quietly making her way back, the whole time her hand dangling close to her weapon. She wasn't sure if she would even expect anything, but never the less she kept her guard up until she got back home.]

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[kindprincess]

[She shook her head slightly. It was fine with her, but it was also confusing at the same time. But she knows no matter how much she tried to think past that night all those years ago, those memories that might help her understand the reasoning was always going to be put of her reach. She felt like she should accept that by now as she looked at her hands.]

It's fine, I'll be fine. I may not ever remember things without being told, but I guess that's something I should expect by that. I just need to put what pieces I have back together.

[primumsanguis]

[For a while, Kaname was silent and unresponsive. He really badly wish he could give Yuuki all her memories back. Instead, all he could do was just watch her suffer through it once more. He never wished for this.

After a while, he rested his forehead against Yuuki's shoulders. His face hidden against her back.]

It's hard to understand, but this was for your safety. It was a steep price to pay, but our mother paid it to keep you safe.

[kindprincess]

[She glanced to the floor. She understood that or she supposed she was suppose to understand. But when she thought about it if she was to forget there was such a reason and one that should be left alone.... even if she was more than a little curious about the reasons behind it or even her past before she was five.]

I guess there couldn't be any other reason for it. As I said I'm fine with it all. Maybe I should go tidy up a bit, I've been at work all day after all and some of the books are more than a little dusty.

[primumsanguis]

[Slowly a smile emerged once more upon his immaculate features and he nodded. As always, Yuuki was always very active, very industrious.]

Alright, take your time. Also, I went to purchase some clothes for Kimiko earlier. You'll find a dress or two added to your closet. [More like two dozen dresses. After all, working in Nova City made him earn more money, and spending it on Everglade or in Fayren saved a lot of money.]

[kindprincess]

Oh, thank you Kaname-sama.

[She gives a small bow and a smile, she was thankful for the things he does and she does wonder often about is she was worthy enough for him. But never the less she was a little happier.]

I'll go try one on, see what it is like. [She moves and heads off to her room. It takes a while but she is soon washed and dressed in one of the dresses. It was beautiful she had to admit as she went to head back downstairs wondering if he had fallen asleep or not again.]