[Leaning against him still, she let out a small sigh. She did say that and it would be hard but... Part of her still wants to ask him... She knew he'd most likely say no and keep insisting that he should never know, but this is obviously getting them no where...]
Jean.... Forgive me for this but.... [She sat up properly now as she took his hand in hers.] I don't think this is going to be any good for any of us when things are this complicated and especially not Marco so I...
I want to ask for your permission, because I know how you feel about the subject better than everyone else... I'd like to tell him...
It'll hurt and I'd love to act like nothing is wrong, but it's clear that he knows that's not the case... I think he'd be a little hurt at first, but... it'll be easier for him to... [Okay... What's a good word to use for this.... Preferably without testing his patience further.] cope better rather than if he found out some other way later on.
I can do it if you'd be comfortable with me doing it. I know how hard it is for you, but maybe this will ease the pressure on you too? I don't want to do it without you consenting to it though.
[Even before all of this, she still feels the same way about this; Except now with all the drama and pain and everything else going on because of it... It's getting harder to simply ignore it ever happened.]
And if... you'd rather tell him... I'll be there for you the entire time so you don't have to worry as much. I just feel at this point this is the better option for Marco's well being...
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Jean.... Forgive me for this but.... [She sat up properly now as she took his hand in hers.] I don't think this is going to be any good for any of us when things are this complicated and especially not Marco so I...
I want to ask for your permission, because I know how you feel about the subject better than everyone else... I'd like to tell him...
It'll hurt and I'd love to act like nothing is wrong, but it's clear that he knows that's not the case... I think he'd be a little hurt at first, but... it'll be easier for him to... [Okay... What's a good word to use for this.... Preferably without testing his patience further.] cope better rather than if he found out some other way later on.
I can do it if you'd be comfortable with me doing it. I know how hard it is for you, but maybe this will ease the pressure on you too? I don't want to do it without you consenting to it though.
[Even before all of this, she still feels the same way about this; Except now with all the drama and pain and everything else going on because of it... It's getting harder to simply ignore it ever happened.]
And if... you'd rather tell him... I'll be there for you the entire time so you don't have to worry as much. I just feel at this point this is the better option for Marco's well being...