Chihiro Fujisaki (
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genessia2015-04-01 02:28 pm
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8th Program | Text/Action for those who want to see Chihiro's memories
[Chihiro just couldn't face people right now after everything that he saw... That he had never wanted to see again. It just got him questioning alot about this place and himself. He didn't want to believe that all of his hard work would go to waste at what he had seen, but he felt like it wasn't enough. As he reached over to pick up the device, he was ready to send what was on his mind while he sat on the edge of the water of where the Bay use to be.]
Why do people kill? Why is it something that people feel the need to do? I just don't get it. It never solves anything, it only causes despair and hate for those around them. That fear that maybe they might be next and causes them to lash out. It's never ending.
Back home... In my school... We were forced to try and murder one another... Using motives for us to do it, thinking that we would and at least one time the motive worked and someone wound up dead. I hated what they were trying to make us do, but at the same time it made me realize my own weakness and so I sought to over come my weakness and not let it get to me. I wasn't going to let them win. Even though I knew I would never kill any of my friends, I wanted to believe in my friends too... that they too wouldn't fall for such things.
I had hope.
So when I arrived here, I saw this place as a second chance. A place that I could call home, but... I realized that there are people here as well who are willing to kill and even worse for no reason what so ever. It's needless and something that people should never have to go through, but yet... No matter where we go it always finds a way. I just wanted to get this off my chest. You can skim it if you would like to, I don't mind. I just... wanted to be honest.
[When Chihiro had done, he put the device into his pocket before looking down at the water and at the sparkles that sat within them. That was something that usually wasn't in water and he couldn't help but be a little interested in trying to figure out what it is.]
Why do people kill? Why is it something that people feel the need to do? I just don't get it. It never solves anything, it only causes despair and hate for those around them. That fear that maybe they might be next and causes them to lash out. It's never ending.
Back home... In my school... We were forced to try and murder one another... Using motives for us to do it, thinking that we would and at least one time the motive worked and someone wound up dead. I hated what they were trying to make us do, but at the same time it made me realize my own weakness and so I sought to over come my weakness and not let it get to me. I wasn't going to let them win. Even though I knew I would never kill any of my friends, I wanted to believe in my friends too... that they too wouldn't fall for such things.
I had hope.
So when I arrived here, I saw this place as a second chance. A place that I could call home, but... I realized that there are people here as well who are willing to kill and even worse for no reason what so ever. It's needless and something that people should never have to go through, but yet... No matter where we go it always finds a way. I just wanted to get this off my chest. You can skim it if you would like to, I don't mind. I just... wanted to be honest.
[When Chihiro had done, he put the device into his pocket before looking down at the water and at the sparkles that sat within them. That was something that usually wasn't in water and he couldn't help but be a little interested in trying to figure out what it is.]
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She did not put up any pretences, this time.]
Death is an inevitable. Humans fear it, are angered and devastated by it, but whatever feelings they have have, it is not something any mortal can escape.
Whoever ran that school of yours should haven known better than to try and claim dominion over death, that place is one that should be held by the Gods alone.
Many are willing to kill, for mindless reasons or not. People who seek nothingness, who want the world and it's people to disappear. Emptiness. Despair.
...Yet, where I am from, Hope won. Stood in the face of death and fought it, and used all the power they could call on to combat everything emptiness and despair tried to force upon the world. They sought a hopeful world, as you did.
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I don't know who ran the school exactly...I mean Monokuma says he's the Headmaster but he's just a bear.
[yes, you heard right, a bear.]
A hopeful world... that sounds nice right about now really. But it's sad that there are people who are willing to kill for those reasons, for despair. It just baffles me and I would just wish we could get along, but I know that isn't ever going to happen.
[Private Text] Whoops, totally missed this one
...a bear?
[Well she's seen Teddie, but a bear running a murder school? That was a new one.]
There will always be people who desire that, yet there will always be those who stand against them and fight for hope, if what I saw in my world is true for others.
Do you really think that however much you were hurt, you would never harm others in return?
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Yes, a bear.
I never have and never will. I won't even hurt a fly. If a mosquito bites me, I let it. I wouldn't hurt it.
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You would never even attempt to defend yourself? How odd...
There will be times when you need to defend yourself. Those who wish to make their ideals known, to prove that what they stand for - hope, despair, emptiness - is the correct and fruitful path.
Only those who can prove their merit will be heard.
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Though hopefully I will never have to depend myself.
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One cannot find happiness by waiting in the dark.
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I know, that's why one needs to work hard to find it.
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Yes...and so few know what would truly make them happy. I imagine that makes the search all the more difficult.
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But that is a part of being human really. That search to find happiness.
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I couldn't believe it when it happened. But it did.
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I don't think anyone would expect that. Sorry.
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It's fine. Really. For me it's over at least, but for those left behind... I just hope what I left behind will help.
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The police should probably know about it.
That could be useful.
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I don't know if my AI could unless they was connected to the internet
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I guess Genessia saved you so it does some good!
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It does and I'm glad about that at least.
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Looks like your skills came in handy.
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I-It did, I guess. I think it was mostly luck though.
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"I know we've only spoken once, but if you ever wish to talk, I'm at your disposal."
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I'll remember that for if I ever want to talk to someone one to one, but right now while I'm not 100% I do feel better.
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Perhaps saying this isn't really comforting but... I had the same hope as you. I don't come from a place that seemed as peaceful as this world, and yet something like that happened...
[ He doesn't feel the need to specify what he's talking about, doesn't think he'd be able to even type it without feeling sick, so he doesn't try. ]
But even though senseless, horrible acts like that happen even here... You can't give up having hope that this place could be like a second chance.
It isn't really my place to say that but... I'd like to think if we're stuck here that we can be happy and safe if nothing else. If someone threatens that then I know people that wouldn't stand by and let it happen.
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[Okay considering the video he saw before the first murder, he couldn't be exact in saying that. He believed it couldn't be true, but what if it had been? What if the world outside was just as bad? But how could all of that happened within a day? Just didn't make any and all sense.]
I wasn't planning on giving up on it, but it's just horrible to know that no matter where one goes there are still things like that happening. We could all live in peace someday, I like to think that.