genessia | 8th Program | Text/Action for those who want to see Chihiro's memories

[Chihiro just couldn't face people right now after everything that he saw... That he had never wanted to see again. It just got him questioning alot about this place and himself. He didn't want to believe that all of his hard work would go to waste at what he had seen, but he felt like it wasn't enough. As he reached over to pick up the device, he was ready to send what was on his mind while he sat on the edge of the water of where the Bay use to be.]

Why do people kill? Why is it something that people feel the need to do? I just don't get it. It never solves anything, it only causes despair and hate for those around them. That fear that maybe they might be next and causes them to lash out. It's never ending.

Back home... In my school... We were forced to try and murder one another... Using motives for us to do it, thinking that we would and at least one time the motive worked and someone wound up dead. I hated what they were trying to make us do, but at the same time it made me realize my own weakness and so I sought to over come my weakness and not let it get to me. I wasn't going to let them win. Even though I knew I would never kill any of my friends, I wanted to believe in my friends too... that they too wouldn't fall for such things.

I had hope.

So when I arrived here, I saw this place as a second chance. A place that I could call home, but... I realized that there are people here as well who are willing to kill and even worse for no reason what so ever. It's needless and something that people should never have to go through, but yet... No matter where we go it always finds a way. I just wanted to get this off my chest. You can skim it if you would like to, I don't mind. I just... wanted to be honest.

[When Chihiro had done, he put the device into his pocket before looking down at the water and at the sparkles that sat within them. That was something that usually wasn't in water and he couldn't help but be a little interested in trying to figure out what it is.]

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No one does, yet many find that the easier solution, especially when driven to their limit.

You would never even attempt to defend yourself? How odd...

There will be times when you need to defend yourself. Those who wish to make their ideals known, to prove that what they stand for - hope, despair, emptiness - is the correct and fruitful path.

Only those who can prove their merit will be heard.

I wouldn't. I-I'm just not the type to hurt anyone. I-Is that odd? If so I'm sorry.

Though hopefully I will never have to depend myself.

So you doubt that you hold the strength of will to defend your ideals? If you seek for your voice to be heard, eventually you will need to stand up for what you perceive as the correct truth.

One cannot find happiness by waiting in the dark.

So long as it isn't physically fighting, I guess I could figure it out.

I know, that's why one needs to work hard to find it.

Then start from there. Words, truths, have power within them just as strength does.

Yes...and so few know what would truly make them happy. I imagine that makes the search all the more difficult.

I will do.

But that is a part of being human really. That search to find happiness.

8th Program | Text/Action for those who want to see Chihiro's memories

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