6th Feather |Video/Action|

[spitfireprincess]

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[Sakura is a medium and while it isn’t a gift she uses all the time she is using it per Fai’s request to learn about those who call Everglade their home. She’s running all over Everglade talking to ghosts, spirits; some visible and some not to get their opinion of things.

In most cases it looks like she’s talking to air and each time she always seems to have a worried expression on her face. She has a clipboard in her arms and a pencil which she uses to scribble down notes.]

Are you sure?

[She asks the empty air in front of her with a frown.]

Okay.

[Sakura looks down at and nods feeling discouraged in her task.]

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[When the feed flicks on it looks like Sakura is over thinking. She’s chewing her bottom lip and there is a second of silence before she remembers that she had turned the phone on.]

Does anyone know what it feels like when we die?

[That sounds depressing.]

I mean… I know it’s sad but… I guess I’ve been thinking about it a lot.

[The dead deserve to rest, they sounded so sad to Sakura and the princess has begun to put the weight of their happiness on her shoulders.]

Comments

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[namemeansbeauty]

Have you ever watched someone you love die?

[She thought she would ask at least.]

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[spitfireprincess]

Y-yes...

[Sakura doesn't want to have to remember it. Those few weeks have been the worst in her life.]

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[namemeansbeauty]

Then I would ask. Would you be able to let go?

[She figures this is the best way to get her to possibly understand in another way what it might be like.]

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[spitfireprincess]

[Sakura shakes her head.]

I'd have much rather die in my friends place. I know that it's something we all might face one day, I'm not scared of it.

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[namemeansbeauty]

And yet if that had happened your friends would go through the exact same pain you did. I don't believe that giving up ones life to save another really worth it thinking like that. It's noble and all and sometimes it has to happen, but really... you don't know what they will do afterwards. Would they be willing to move on? Odds are unlikely.

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[spitfireprincess]

However if they are alive they can live.

[Sakura moves her hand over her heart and smiles.]

I am only a piece of myself. If I can save another then it's worth. I know that's selfish but I'd never regret it.

[Even if they disagree.]

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[namemeansbeauty]

But you can never be sure that they will keep living afterwards. I've seen people I love die and what others will do to bring them back. Just because you were noble doesn't mean it is worth it.

It just means you do not value yourself at all.

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[spitfireprincess]

[Sakura shakes her head.]

You're wrong. I do value myself and I know I might not come back.

I would just die for someone. I'll live for them and fight for them. Dying is something that I'm simply prepared for.

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[namemeansbeauty]

So long as it isn't just throwing your life away, then it's a different matter.

But well... The only thing to not change is how people react to death.

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[spitfireprincess]

I won't just throw my life away.

[Sakura nods.]

Death is difficult and we all have ways to handle it.

[She'd never wish her friends to feel the same loss that she had when Fai was killed in front of her.]

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[namemeansbeauty]

We do. Just like we all have different ways to handle most situations.

[Belle figured she didn't have much else left to say at this point.]

But I'm sure you will continue doing what you think is right, just like we all do.

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[spitfireprincess]

Ah.. yes.

[Sakura isn't sure why she feels so awkward.]