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I'm glad you're optimistic about it, I'm not that sure yet.
It's incredibly complicated for me. I wouldn't have known if Lea hadn't told me, and I believe him, I just doubt I can fix it. He could find me, any world. He has a way to do that, it's built into my name.

[The name he'd been given, to replace the one that Xemnas took from them.]

I don't know what I want. If I was like Lea and had my heart back, I wouldn't know what to do with it.

[It's a bit of a confusing thing for him, like he can't guess what kind of future he'd want. He never really thought about it.]

I don't really know. I can't even imagine. I could maybe ask Lea, but I don't know. He might not know either.

Weaknesses? I'd be surprised.

You'll have time to figure out what you want to do with your heart once you have it back. You seem to have figured out the rest well enough for yourself. Or you could just take it one step at a time. Opportunities will come your way when you least expect it.

I can't believe I'm saying this, I don't flatter people often, but I think you don't give yourself enough credit.

Everybody has weaknesses. Everything and everyone, no matter how powerful, can be defeated. This is something I have to believe.

Thanks I think, even though I don't feel sure of that.
One thing at a time is probably the best way to go about it.

...Thank you. I don't know if you're right or not, but I guess I'll find out.

I wonder what his weaknesses are then. I'm not looking to challenge him or anything, but I'd wonder. He's always seemed so invincible.

They all do. That's how tyrants keep in power - not just by being powerful, but also by giving themselves the appearance of invincibility, so people won't even try to defy them. Once rebellion begins, the cracks in their perfect facade will show.

A tyrant?

[Why oh why does he use these uncomfortable words?]

I never would have thought about it. And when they tried,
he won. Rebellion. I don't even know how that would happen. I mean, if it's just me? Isn't it just throwing away my life at that point?

[He's honestly trying to think of who would help him.]

If you are going to die anyway, is it not better to die on your own terms than on someone else's?

Besides, if it happens here: death doesn't stick here. The price is steep, but this place gives second and third chances, and it is good at letting you find unexpected allies.

A tyrant, yes. Maybe you have given me a false impression, or just plain lied, but if you told the truth your Superior is a tyrant.

Still really hoping not to die in the first place, but probably.

It doesn't? What kind of price do you pay?

I haven't lied. I probably should've but, I didn't. You've caught me in a mess. I mean my mind is kinda all over the place.

Death can be peaceful, if you know you are dying for something worthwhile.

You'll lose something to be brought back to life. I don't know if you can choose, I don't think so. You might lose specific memories or a skill. Dying once isn't too worrisome, but you'll want to avoid being killed repeatedly.

I won't apologize for having caught you at an honest moment.

The thought of dying really bothers me. We'll see.

Yeah, I'm intending on avoiding that at all costs too. Staying alive is what I'm good at, so far!

I wouldn't expect you to. It's not like I'm a huge liar or anything, just whatever is work related I guess. I'm still getting used to interacting with normal people.

[ Well. He kind of is a professional liar, too. ]

I understand that some lines of work require lies. I don't hold it against you.

This is a good place for second chances not just in regard to coming back from death, actually.

A second chance, huh? Well, I'll see how it goes. One thing at a time.

Good luck.

Feel free to contact me if there is anything I can help with.

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