[Normally this sort of thing wouldn't require an anonymous filter, but with the particular subject matter she's decided that it's the best course of action. As something's been weighing on her mind and she's not... quite certain how to go about asking these sorts of things out loud and with her name attached to them.]Opinions.
How do you discard the past? Two different pasts and one of them not being something one wishes to remember. One where you still feel the side effects of what happened, one where you still feel urges of things you really
shouldn't, given you've shoved all of that aside. To not let the circumstances of that past come back to consume you.
Or is it even possible to do so?
When it's something that's such an integral part of you, when you don't remember much of the time before the less desirable one took over your identity?
I don't want to hear just happy endings, either. As it stands, the urges rise further and further as if it's a flame slowly engulfing the kindling. You could deal with it in small doses, but you feel something is going to overflow and become what you were
meant to be.
Suggestions are also welcomed on the matter, I suppose, though whether I listen to them or not is up to my own discretion.