Jean Kirstein (
neighvarily) wrote in
genessia2015-03-04 01:14 am
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2nd Titan Down | Video
[It's not that this is a rough topic, but he's not exactly comfortable asking for advice. So as soon Jean turns on the camera, he decides to just jump right into the subject.]
Question.
How do you handle interviews when you've never done that kind of work before, you're not exactly experienced with handling the public, and you have other commitments that will always come first?
I'm not looking for anything permanent right now, which is something I'm not sure would go over well. On my world, you pretty much stayed in the same field until you were too old, or if you died, but given the unpredictable nature of this place, I don’t know if it’s that much of a problem.
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Especially you. How the hell did you manage to get a job like that? I know you're smart, but still. I'm not looking for a desk job, but...you seem like you know what you're doing. Also, do you and Marco work similar hours? I need to know them.
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[Filtered to Mikasa]
I had fun with you a couple weeks ago. [He glances down before he forces himself to keep speaking.] We should do it again sometime. Did you want to grab coffee later?
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Question.
How do you handle interviews when you've never done that kind of work before, you're not exactly experienced with handling the public, and you have other commitments that will always come first?
I'm not looking for anything permanent right now, which is something I'm not sure would go over well. On my world, you pretty much stayed in the same field until you were too old, or if you died, but given the unpredictable nature of this place, I don’t know if it’s that much of a problem.
[Filtered to Armin]
Especially you. How the hell did you manage to get a job like that? I know you're smart, but still. I'm not looking for a desk job, but...you seem like you know what you're doing. Also, do you and Marco work similar hours? I need to know them.
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[Filtered to Mikasa]
I had fun with you a couple weeks ago. [He glances down before he forces himself to keep speaking.] We should do it again sometime. Did you want to grab coffee later?
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But there was something about how this was asked... Before when they had gone to go eat, it hadn't really been a planned thing and really.. She was just trying to find a way to actually socialize with Jean more since they were here. But she had understood -- to a point -- the thought behind those words even then. S
he probably shouldn't have gone along with them, but it had actually helped out in it's own way and... What did it hurt? Besides, it was hard to ignore that he liked her even back home. He had actually taken the attempt to ask her out just now and it may or may not have been just a friendly gesture or anything else but... Mikasa was a straight forward kind of person. As long as he would clearly just ask her out, what did it hurt to actually try it? It had been surprisingly fun last time they did right?
And so besides the slightly surprised look she had unknowingly shown him while deep in thought, she finally realized that she hadn't actually said anything in reply yet.]
O-oh! Uhm... Yeah, coffee would be great. Just let me know when you'd like to go.
[Was that a faint flush on her cheeks? Maybe. Who knows?]
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However, he began to doubt himself as the silence lingered. Seconds felt like hours, and he was just about to say something, maybe reassure her that it was fine, coffee sucked anyway, when she spoke.
At least they both match in terms of blushing.]
Ah-- Great! Anytime's fine. You drink coffee in the morning, don't you? We could do it then. Or afternoon. Whatever.
[He shrugs. No big deal.]
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But that would have to wait until later. Right now... she could use some coffee... Okay, maybe she didn't need to but...
No. No... That was it. She was just tired after a long day of work.. Yep..]
I do but... coffee can be drank at any time and... I could probably use it right about now anyways.
Where would you like to meet up at?
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[He scratches the shaved part of his head.]
Yeah, I could too, actually. Where are you? I could pick you up.
[That might've come out wrong. Shit.]
We can walk together. Since you've been working.
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meanwhile out of filter land
lmao sasha
Besides, you should be looking for a job too. It's not fair to Mikasa, who's been working this entire time. [And does he look a little fond there? Maybe.]
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I'm working on it! Really. A lot of the jobs seem to involve food though, and pa used to tell me I'd never be able to work with food. When I was a kid, I used to want to be a baker, but he pointed out I'd just eat all the bread. Something about no self control... [ Ugh, she's just going to ignore Jean's gross crush on Mikasa. Mikasa's swell and all, but come on Jean. ]
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If you could control yourself and be patient, you might get the free leftovers. Or make extra if you have the time. [The longer he tries to picture it, the more disasters he can imagine.] ...Yeah, nevermind, don't work around food. There are other jobs. Why not be a receptionist or something? Just pack a big lunch. [Wow, is he trying to help Sasha?]
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And I think Marco and I are both working 9-5. [He gives Jean a curious look.] Why?
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Really? ...You sure you're not too busy?
[He hadn't really thought about how to start on this topic, so remaining blunt seemed like the best bet.] I'm sure you've heard about the announcement by now. Roman? Something could go down at any point, but more likely than not, he'll target Schnee Company, so I'd like to be there when you work just in case. Weiss already gave me permission to visit Marco. She never specified how much.
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[There's the focus on Marco again. There was something about the way he said it that didn't seem quite right. Along with Jean's earlier actions and the way Krista had reacted... the clues were beginning to pile up, even if Armin doesn't want to see where they lead.
Maybe he's seeing things that aren't there. Maybe...] W-we'll be fıne, Jean - Levi and Mikasa will be there, and the rest of the security force. That's the point.
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[But now he looks cross again, hearing the security force brought up. He speaks with more force than he intended.] If I thought the force would be enough, I wouldn't even be bringing the subject up. The point is, this enemy is different and it's best if we stick together. I'm sure the others not on the force would agree with me too.
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Any evening this w-week should work for me.
[And there it was again. It's possible Jean is just worried about then, but... somehow, this seams like more than that. He locks the message before continuing.]
Jean... did something h-happen to Marco? Something he doesn't know about?
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Jean, will you check something for me? I can't remember.
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What is it, Marco? When did you get the glasses?
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They're, um, from someone at work. I couldn't read something up close, so they let me borrow their reading glasses. I'll have to get some for myself later. I've never had to read paperwork or anything up close...
Anyway, I wanted to ask if you were home. And...if you could, could you make sure that we have enough groceries? I know we were out of milk for a few days until Mikasa went to get some. I don't want that to happen again.
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I am. [He didn't exactly have a lot of places to go. Where was he going with this? ...Was he kidding right now? He was sending him out on errands?
In the back of his mind, he's aware he shouldn't even be bothered by it. It's a reasonable question, and they had always pitched in with chores as trainees. Really, this was no different. But he can't help feel as if...this is just to try and give him something to do. He sighs, frowning and trying very hard not to let his frustration be taken out on Marco. He's done more than a good job of that already. Still, his voice comes out curter than before.]
Sure. I'll do that.
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[ he notices Jean's voice. there's something different than before. was he mad that he had asked that? he wanted...to ask him something else other than about a job. he looks away from the camera, moving away to put some things away. he's off camera now, though he's still talking ]
I just wanted you to check. You don't have to do anything else... Sorry, I know you want to do something else. I just...didn't want to bring it up... You already asked everyone else for advice and it was probably the same advice that they gave me. It helped, if that's what you were wondering...
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[There might be a subtle sound of a bit of metal moving against metal.]
My secondary bit of advice would be to look for jobs outside of sales. Technical or mechanical work usually needs to be done no matter how social the worker is and the end product often makes up for poor small talk. Which reminds me... How good are your fine motor skills, attention to detail, and vision?
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[Offhandedly, he wonders what she's doing.]
That might be tolerable. But my experience is pretty narrow. I don't know how patient anyone would be with training. All of those are things I'm good at, why?
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